Could I Be That Crazy?

I had a pretty good day yesterday. I didn't get anywhere near losing the plot.
I'm letting myself down today. This morning I'm feeling a little sorry for myself and a little paranoid.
I saw the doctor yesterday. She insisted that the 'motion' that i had the other day was probably because whatever bug I had was working its way downwards and out. I need to start eating properly.
I've got to go back next Wednesday for a psych work up. That way I can get 20 sessions with a psychologist. Is it weird that I am excited to go to see a psychologist? I guess that it is about time that someone diagnosed whatever was going inside my head. Its probably nothing. Or it could be worse than I thought.
I could be completely nuts.